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chunblog<3. meaning. Is there a meaning to everything that is happening? Is there a purpose? A message? Or a reason at least? I took a glimpse back at these recent days of my life. Yes, there were celebrations and playtime. There were lovely moments in my relationship. There were results from my work. There were news here and there. There were great times and low ones. But what was I supposed to get from them? Surely I experienced some emotional highs and stress at times. But were there anything more? Anything more than simple memories I may keep and treasure that would be valuable for life? What has changed or improved during this vast duration of time? Or was everything meant to stay the same and go on peacefully? Seems like the latter, unfortunately... Standing still was always bad news to me..simply because everybody and everything else will eventually move forward... . Love itself is the best, no doubt. It's what makes us human that screws it up. . "If you don't think there is a problem, it doesn't mean there isn't a problem." bloomfield.
I've always dreamt of building my own PC since high school, but I was held back by worries, money, and time. In 2009, I decided that I want one. I've began reading and researching so much about upcoming PC techs within the year at that time, but I was still worried that I don't have the knowledge to do it. By June, the studying didn't stop, and I've gained some confidence by reading about others' experiences. By August, I can't wait, even though the new bits and pieces coming in October & November are really really tempting. Finally, thanks to my impatience, it became a dream come true. I didn't think about the damage it'll bring to my bank account :P I just bought all the shit within two days from Mong Kok. I still remember baby asking me what's the rush, 'n why can't I just wait. I couldn't answer that question logically. But I didn't need a reason for this :) I can't really express how it feels, nor can I actually speak in words about what have I achieved or learned. It just feels great. What else can I say? 
 
 
 To be honest, I didn't need the lightning speed of the newborn family of Core i7 processors. I didn't need a stunningly smooth-like-ice graphics card I've never imagined getting hold of. ...to be brutally honest, I didn't need a new computer :P But hell, the process of building this machine... the experience of buying each little part, and gluing them bit by bit to form a functional workstation... the feeling of knowing exactly what did I do, what each part does... the glory of booting it up for the first time... and the fact that I'll be using it from now on for work... ..made me THIS happy! :D :D :D :D 
Xigmatek Midgard Case Antec Earthwatts 750W PSU Xigmatek S1283 Dark Knight CPU Heatsink Intel Core i7 920 2.66Ghz OC'd @ 3.4Ghz, 1.14V @ 37-75°C Asus P6T Deluxe v2 Motherboard OCZ Platinum 3 x 2GB DDR3 1600Mhz RAM Leadtek Winfast GTX275 896MB DDR3 OC'd @ 680/1230/1508Mhz @ 48-80°C WD Velociraptor 1500HLFS 150GB HD Seagate Barracuda 320GB + 250GB HDs Dell SP2309W 23" Monitor @ 2048x1152 :).baby, it's 904 lu <3  are you happy?  happy0804. baby, dreams do come true. <3universe.Some of you might've seen this. If you did and was fascinated by it, it means there's a hidden nerd within you. If you haven't, still please try to be a nerd for 2 mins, click it up and take a glimpse :D 
change.:') I know that its hard on your spirit, but don't let the pain take your soul. Even though you live with it, don't give in to it, 'cause inside we're the same; 'cause love brings change. heaven.I never knew what's happening inside, every time I caught you sleeping and smiling. And I never understood why it skips a beat, every time I watch you leave or wave goodbye. Oh, now I know. 'cause when I tried to paint the scene in my mind, I just see myself falling. So quickly, and oh so deeply. Yet I know it will not hurt. It only means I'm in love. Yes, now I know. 'cause when I tried to discover the answer within, it simply led to a voice. It said nothing, 'cept that I do love you. That is all I hear. That is the truth I'm looking for. So don't try to catch the falling I. Don't try to tell me otherwise. Just let my mind be lost in mesmerism. Let my all rest in what is love. And let me be driven by what my heart wishes, which'll be giving you all my love and care. luckyu.Each person is lucky in their own way. People may win lotteries and suddenly have a fortune. People may survive cancer or avoided death in an accident. People may receive prestigious positions in a Fortune 500 conglomerate. People may reunite with their family after years of overseas study or business trip. And people may become couples with the person they have been deeply loving and longing for. But if they don't aim to accomplish anything, if they stopped dreaming after that moment of realization and rejoicing that they've received one of their wishes already, what's the difference? I can't be happier of where I am and who's there beside me today. I'm the luckiest person on earth. And I gotta make a difference with what everybody has given me. >:).THIS IS HOW IT FEELS TO BE REALLY STRESSED, CHUN. BUT IT WILL BE NOTHING COMPARED TO YOUR FUTURE. SUCK IT UP, GOOD LUCK AND ENJOY. new divide.<3 the MV. <3 its effects. <3 the song. <3 Megan Fox & Shia, and I can't wait for the movie!! GENESIS. GENESIS, PORK's first EP IS OUT. hehe.hello, baby. imu. why are you so 8? <3 love.As every time I am reminded that what I have is this fragile, this scarce, this distinct, and this perfect... the world wakes up me, opens my eyes, and shows me once again how precious it truly is. I can't be happier to be with you. <3. today.The point of each and every day is to take a shot at changing tomorrow. Isn't it? Treasure your present. Seize your chances. Spend less time regretting over yesterday's tragedies. Spend more time perfecting your coming destiny. >:(.permanent list of people who mixed up "Kin" & "Chun" as of May 2009: - babysheep - KRISIE CHENG will be updated as time goes. dai ga gong yea siu sum d! XD 4u.Devastated. Because I've made you upset. Because I've disappointed you. No matter how insignificant or simple this seems in a third person's view, it is not to me. It is such a big deal. Every piece in your heart and every drip of your emotions is something so precious. And it hurts to see that a little of you is broken. You've been hurt. And it hurts even more to know that I'm the one who caused it. I'm sorry. I promise you, it won't happen again. I'll try so hard to keep that the truth. Because I never want this feeling anymore. I want you to be who you've always been. Stay who you are. You're perfect to me. And I'll be who I am - someone who's willing to change for you, aiming for the kind of perfection you possess. I'm prepared to do so much, because I love you that much. Plus I love that sweet smile too. :) I see that you're special already. And we're special... an exception, like I've always said. We're clearly meant to be... 'It is written.' ihu <3 |
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