I've always dreamt of building my own PC since high school, but I was held back by worries, money, and time.

In 2009, I decided that I want one.
I've began reading and researching so much about upcoming PC techs within the year at that time, but I was still worried that I don't have the knowledge to do it.
By June, the studying didn't stop, and I've gained some confidence by reading about others' experiences.
By August, I can't wait, even though the new bits and pieces coming in October & November are really really tempting.
Finally, thanks to my impatience, it became a dream come true. I didn't think about the damage it'll bring to my bank account :P
I just bought all the shit within two days from Mong Kok.

I still remember baby asking me what's the rush, 'n why can't I just wait. I couldn't answer that question logically. But I didn't need a reason for this :)
I can't really express how it feels, nor can I actually speak in words about what have I achieved or learned.
It just feels great. What else can I say?







To be honest, I didn't need the lightning speed of the newborn family of Core i7 processors.
I didn't need a stunningly smooth-like-ice graphics card I've never imagined getting hold of.
...to be brutally honest, I didn't need a new computer :P

But hell, the process of building this machine...
the experience of buying each little part, and gluing them bit by bit to form a functional workstation...
the feeling of knowing exactly what did I do, what each part does...
the glory of booting it up for the first time...
and the fact that I'll be using it from now on for work...
..made me THIS happy! :D :D :D :D

baby, it's 904 lu <3



are you happy?

Some of you might've seen this.
If you did and was fascinated by it, it means there's a hidden nerd within you.
If you haven't, still please try to be a nerd for 2 mins, click it up and take a glimpse :D

:')
 

I know that its hard on your spirit,
but don't let the pain take your soul.

Even though you live with it, don't give in to it,
'cause inside we're the same;

'cause love brings change.

I never knew what's happening inside,
every time I caught you sleeping and smiling.
And I never understood why it skips a beat,
every time I watch you leave or wave goodbye.

Oh, now I know.
'cause when I tried to paint the scene in my mind,
I just see myself falling.
So quickly, and oh so deeply.
Yet I know it will not hurt.
It only means I'm in love.

Yes, now I know.
'cause when I tried to discover the answer within,
it simply led to a voice.
It said nothing, 'cept that I do love you.
That is all I hear.
That is the truth I'm looking for.


So don't try to catch the falling I.
Don't try to tell me otherwise.
Just let my mind be lost in mesmerism.
Let my all rest in what is love.
And let me be driven by what my heart wishes,
which'll be giving you all my love and care.

Each person is lucky in their own way.
People may win lotteries and suddenly have a fortune.
People may survive cancer or avoided death in an accident.
People may receive prestigious positions in a Fortune 500 conglomerate.
People may reunite with their family after years of overseas study or business trip.
And people may become couples with the person they have been deeply loving and longing for.

But if they don't aim to accomplish anything,
if they stopped dreaming after that moment of realization and rejoicing that they've received one of their wishes already,
what's the difference?


I can't be happier of where I am and who's there beside me today.
I'm the luckiest person on earth. And I gotta make a difference with what everybody has given me.

   

<3 the MV. <3 its effects. <3 the song. <3 Megan Fox & Shia, and I can't wait for the movie!!